phew-wheet!!! i finally got de time to go down for CYF! and i'm glad i did. ^_^
been thinking abt cyf quite alot.. miss de days we did charity and fund-raising work.. those were fun. and meaningful.
smthg my mom told me really set me thinking.. she told me she was happy dat i joined CYF cos she nvr got de time to get involved in church activities, so she really encourages me to be actively involved, cos in a way i'm fulfilling her wish. i was really touched. i'm not dat useless after all. :)
anw, i was actually quite nervous abt going down.. cos it's really been some time i haven been down.. afraid i wun blend in and stuff..
but well! i was tinking too much :) must make sure i turn up for sessions whenever i can make it..
one of de qns during de game was lik "how many mutts does it take to change a lightblub?"
i was lik "HUH?!" but well, de ans is lik "5. 1 to stand on de table, de other 4 to turn it (de table)." GEDDIT?! lame....
den de rest of de qns go lik "which company was de first to build a plane dat broke de sound barrier?"... and "de company HP, is set up by Hewlett and Packard. how did dey decide whose name wud go first (for de company name, duh)?" MCQ for dis one.. (a) thru a game of poker, (b) by seniority/age, (c) by de flip of a coin, (d) by alphabetical order.. de ans is (c).

one thing made me really wanna slap myself. i totally maluated myself at MOS.. ok.. i soooo totally din noe claire (my confirmation camp leader) was at de table nxt to mine.. and i was interestingly looking at de photos she brought back from England and commenting dat she looks gd and where is she NOW.. and ZAP. i am told she's jus diagonally beside me. someone pls slap me? and then i was so embarrassed i didnt say hi.. i am such a toot. someone pls bash me?!?!?!
DARN DARN DARN. i wish i cud turn back time and stop being a moron.

ok. embarrassment aside, i'm trying very very very hard not to tink abt internal conflicts and politics within my bigger family.. (dang i cant remb de term for it) and it doesnt help now dat problms are cropping up within my immediate family.. argh. ok. call me selfish, but i dun really wanna help deal wif dis emotional crisis right now?! i jus wanna concentrate on getting gd grades and not disappointing u folks. shut me out from de family i dun care. dun treat me humanely, i dun care. i have my own life damn it.a life of only knowing dat i have to achieve gd A's results, more of de guai-daughter shit, and WHATEVER else.

BAHHHH. dis sounds sooo demoralising. if bt2 gp essay gave me a topic on THINGS I COMPLAIN ABT, i'd score i tell u.

hmm.. let's look on de bright side yeaaaa.. der's potluck nxt wk for CYF! yummy.. wonder how many types of non-meat or fish-related food ppl'd bring? lol.. fishballs, fishcakes, fish-fillet, tuna, sardine... haha. and der's sentosa outing on thurs! lik.. i can go meh?! mayb can rush down aft G's lect.. >_< and.. fri.. meet up wif chuz!!! for de first time in.. 2yrs? wheee!!! cant wait.. watching Finding Nemo wif her!!! oops.. isnt dat de same day as potluck?! oh no.. better tink of smthg.. mayb i'll bake my cheesecake.. hm. more guinea pigs? lol. yea but b4 dat's gonna be hrs and hrs of mugging man... i better not procrastinate... >_< again..

on a happier note.. i got $30 voucher for Isetan.. wondering how i'm gonna spend it cos dey dun sell bks and past BT2 papers ya!!!! -_-"
and i'm saving up for my currently craved hp, de Samsung SGH-V200.. wif de 180degrees rotating cam.. oooooo... delicious. haha.